Monday, August 14, 2006

7 days

And I still don't know how to say toilet correctly. Still got a handful of things to, and I definitely shouldn't procrastinate. It doesn't help that I have to get another set of passport photos done because Ritsumeikan's application is a pain in the bum. Realized how friendly the Beijing group peeps are, but I can tell they are excited and ready to make friends. For me, it's just another study abroad; not that it's awful, but at the same time I'm debating whether to really befriend all of the 39+ group of students, or really try to work on my Mandarin and getting meself some Chinese buds.

Just a reading warning: This post is filled with sarcasm and a twist of meanness. If you feel that your label has been insulted below, then I suppose I'd apologize. Still debating if it would be sincere. I am at times a bit of a hypocrite because I usually don't slap a label onto myself, but I do so for many sad sad bunches. Yeah, I sometimes do bite.

I honestly need to find a spa bud, and just a group of friends I can chill out with and have adventures. If all 39+ students answer the adventure ad on the facebook wall, I'll hang myself first than be dragged into another one of those silly dramas. Imagine, seeing a group of 13 students forming groups (while I'm in Belgium), only now it's 3 times the amount. If it turns out to be catty little girls who don't have a handle on their life or personality, I'll flee. That is my reason for hanging out with guys often. No hassle. Except when the other girls start gossip and think I'm flirting with the boys or hooked up with one of them just because we hang out often. It's like~ Sorry, my life is not as shallow as you are~ Sometimes I gotta knock on their coconut hollowed heads and tell them to get a life that revolves around something besides desperatism. Though I have to admit it's fun at times mimicking dumbasses. Ohhhh man, and I hope there aren't any LBHs out there either, but I'm certain that since we're going to be in Asia, there's gotta be some yellow fever with a few of the boys.

Definition of LBH: Taken from Corrinne, it stands for Losers Back Home. It is pretty apparent with some of the boys who try to get some ass thinking of the ideal obedient asian girl, thus flocking into the land of Asians. I knew a guy at AU who was like that, and loved the (fake) Asian culture. Tall and lanky, already not good looking, thought a huge black filled dragon tattoo down one side of his back is the coolest thing in the world. He landed himself a Japanese girl (my friend) and decided to have a lame ass player personality (he doesn't have his own) and really mentally mess the poor naive girl up with lies. Afterwards, he got blacklisted from the whole Japanese community and a year later dropped outta AU. True story. A good percentage of guys going to Japan usually have that yellow fever. I'm sure it's contagious all the way to China. Guess I won't be finding meself a guy anytime within the next year. Zannen.

And for anyone out there reading this and may be going on the program with me, sorry but I'm just stating the truth. I sometimes kick everyone in the balls in that aspect. Sorry for the language here. This time I really mean it.

And truthfully I'm not too psyched with the language since I've been finding it frustrating. I usually have a good hold on languages, but maaaan it's Chinese. I can't get the tongue right even though I do Canto. Plus, a string of unknown and butched kanji crashes my brain. I wonder how long it'll be before I figure out Chinese.

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