Just being contemplative. Contemplatively artsy.The past week has been quite a studious week. I don't know why, but I felt compelled to work on my paper till i'm finished with each and every one. To add a fun state to it, rub it in other people's faces mwahaha. Okay I'm kidding.
I've been feeling artsy lately, perhaps after cracking from paper writing. Maybe even ambitious enough to send out christmas cards. LoL maybe. If I find something of that sort. mmhhh to stretch out from my typical group of hangout buds has been refreshing, but nonetheless, I realized how there are just some people you do certain things with and enjoy a lot more. No matter how I want to ween off of my friends here, I realize how I'm a little worried that I'll never see them again, 90% chance of that. It's sad, but that's how paths are crossed. Perhaps I'll see the people that go to my school again, but as for the rest, after the first chance meeting, the second, maybe it means friendships are strengthened. No matter how I say I miss you to some of my friends and really mean it, it doesn't mean anything in the end. However, if we do have the chance to meet again, now that definitely means something. Just let things flow, and see where life takes us. I'm ready to spin the globe and wherever my finger stops, I'll go. My paths have widened up to the point where perhaps it may not be spontaneous, but I have so many possibilities where everything is an option.
Why are we so afraid? I find myself feeling that way sometimes.
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